No Clue

I ponder this topic a lot, wondering what I want to do with my life. I don't even know, I can't even think up of a career that I want to do for the rest of my life. I assume someday I will figure this out, but what am I supposed to do in the meantime? Do I keep throwing money away for college for something I don't even want to do? What if I won't be able to make a living for something I want to do, or I would have to move away from everyone I love?
I see people around me going toward their dreams but I figure I don't really know what I dream of doing. I love horseback riding and have always dreamed of doing something with them. Problem is I've grown up in the wrong area to pursue this at a young age. Plus it's really expensive to have this hobby that I want, a horse costs a lot and the expenses just keep adding up because they need to be maintained and fed.
Right now I think in the long term about how I'm growing up and need to actually be finishing my college up and graduating with a degree towards something. Maybe I just want to rush college because I don't enjoy it at all, just get the degree and get it done with. Too bad getting a job can't be that easy. I think maybe I'm afraid I won't make enough money to have my own house or support a family.
So right now I have no clue what I want to do with my life, but I think I'm okay with that because I do have some time to figure it out. It's not something I should rush into like I would like, these things take time. I've already tried to do something I wasn't really interested in and I don't want that to happen again. So for now I'm just going to live life and enjoy it and figure things out as they come. No more worrying about it.