Remember Me?

So much has happened since the last time I posted, a lot has happened. The most major thing I think that happened was I got a new better job! It's still at the same place just different department. I now work at the pharmacy as a pharmacy tech, I was so glad to be away from the customer service center. I had been there for two years so it was definitely time for a change.
This June also marked a year of moving out of my parents house. I miss living with my parents but I had to move out sooner or later. Since I did just turn 21 this month =]. Speaking of my 21st birthday I got the most amazing gift from my parents, grandparents, boyfriend, and my sister! I love them all soo much, and not just for getting me exactly what I wished for. My parents, grandparents, and boyfriend all went in and bought me a Canon Rebel T3i! My sister got me an awesome cover for my MacBook Pro thats an awesome light blue color and also a strap for my new camera! It was probably the best birthday, it was nice going to dinner with my family and getting to order my first alcoholic drink =].

So I went camping for the first time in years, it was soo nice. I got to go fishing out on the boat (havent done that since 2007) and I caught 5 fish. I also took pictures with my new camera, that was a struggle though between having to run to my pole. I captured this picture of this butterfly that was super friendly and wouldnt leave my sister or grandpa. It was such a beautiful day also, so nice to get out of town too.
I also have some new favorites this year also, like a new favorite color which is this light blue/ sea green color. I have decked my phone case and my laptop in that color. I also like the galaxy print for some reason.
If you want to keep up with me outside of my blog because I don't obviously post to this blog often you can follow me on some of my social networking sites.

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December

I can't believe it's almost the end of 2012, this year has seemed to have flown by. In my mind it should still be summer, but nope Christmas is creeping around the corner. A lot of great things have happened this year and I can't wait to see what next year brings me.

Things that happened this year:

• Voted in my first presidential election.
• Moved out into my own place.
• Got employee of the month and a raise at my job.
• Got 2 kittens of our very own!
• Went Black Friday shopping for the very first time.
• Got my second tattoo and a rook and cartilage piercing. 

Probably a lot more happened but since I can't seem to remember I will leave it at that. This upcoming year I plan to blog a lot more than I do right now. I want to also start up a video blog for my other blog, but we will see how that goes. Hope everyone has a great Christmas and a Happy New Year!

MacBook Pro

I just got a new laptop just recently because my Sony decided to break down on me after a year of owning it. I sent it in to be fixed and was hoping that it would work but they gave me an estimate of close to $300 and I was no way going to spend that much to fix that. I went about a month and a half without a computer and no TV... it was hell.

Oh I guess I haven't blogged since I moved out. I moved out of my parents house at the beginning of the summer. I moved in with my boyfriend and we live in a basement. We have no satellite to watch TV but we do have this thing that gets us a couple of the local channels. I have been sticking to Netflix mainly. 

To make our place a little bit more like a "home" we got two kittens. We named them Ebony and Sage and let me tell you they are quite the handful sometimes. They get into everything and chew up things (like my headphones... gahh). They are getting better except they are determined to always go out the door. I will have to post pictures of them soon. 

Still working at the same place. Exciting news there is I got employee of the month for September =]. Not much happening at work just the same stuff. Hmm not much really to say this is just an update to what has been going on. Took a couple of days to get into this account because I forgot the email I used for it. It's soo nice to have a computer though!

I decided to splurge and buy an Apple computer cause I have heard nothing but good about them. I got the 15 inch MacBook Pro and I am in love with it! It's the best! I don't know why I didn't get one sooner lol.

Well thats about all I know right now. I am going to try to blog more often but thats what I always say. Laters =]

Just Another Survey

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up. - I cant, my laptop is dead =[

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - umm probably a celeb like Selena Gomez.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. -There is no book by me, Im in the kitchen

4) What do you think about most? -umm  my family, boyfriend, and work oh and life.

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you? -negative.

6) Do you have any strange phobias? -sorta, I can't listen to people swallow loud

7) What's your religion? -i dont have one

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? -sitting =]

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? -oh gosh idk. Nickelback

10) What was the last lie you told? -I dont remember it, probably that I didn't do something idk.

11) Do you believe in karma? -sure i guess

12) What does your URL mean? -its just something i came up with =]

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? -weakness would have to be that I am terribly hard on myself and don't let myself to be outgoing my strength would probably be not giving up.

14) Who is your celebrity crush? - hmmm tough one.... Channing Tatum, Justin Bieber

15) How do you vent your anger? -writing.

16) Do you have a collection of anything? -not right now

17) Are you happy with the person you've become? -I guess, even though I wish I could doo sooo much more

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? -sound i hate is people swallowing and sound i love is laughter

19) What's your biggest "what if"? -what if I never go back to school, what if i fail, what if i never go anywhere with my life.

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? -i really dont know

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. -right arm is nothing but air and left arm is my window.

22) Smell the air. What do you smell? -my rootbeer

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to? -Seattle.

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender? -Justin Bieber

25) To you, what is the meaning of life? - dont ask me this! ahh, the meaning of life is to be happy but accomplish great things.

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? -yes i drive and no i have never crashed

27) What was the last movie you saw? -umm not sure.

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had? -umm i once broke my big toe but i would have to say my wrist pain that just will probably never go away.

29) Do you have any obsessions right now? -animal print.

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you? -yes that I was pregnant... wow.

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? -yes. bad bad bad on my part.

32) What is your astrological sign? -gemini

33) What's the last thing you purchased? - umm food =]

34) Love or lust? -love babyyyy.

35) In a relationship? -yes <3

36) How many relationships have you had? - just 2

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? -I dont have one. I'm quite shy.

38) Where is your best friend? -at work.

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? - I was trying to sleep

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? -yes cause I actually listen to people and dont tell their secrets.

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? -help the dog obviously, cause i'm a big animal lover!

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? - a. no i would only tell my family and the people closest to me. b. i would live my life to the fullest and spend all my money. c. yes i would be scared to death.

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? - all about us by he is we. makes me sooo floaty if that makes sense

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? - communication! and trust!

45) How can I win your heart? -you cant! it's taken =]

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity? -i dont know

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? -obviously it's not dropping out of school haha, but umm i dont know really.

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? - hmmm i dont wanna think about that.

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart." -my boyfriend.

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? - lime green!

51) What is your current desktop picture? -my laptop is dead so my picture is permantly gone.

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? -bahahahahaa oh this one chick haha. she glares at me everytime i walk through the fricken door.

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? -questions that involve my personal life.

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? -read minds! or speak to animals haha.

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? -February 3, 2009 at lunch time when my boy asked me out, I replay that moment over in my head all the time.

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? -my ex and how I was treated.

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? -no one.

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? -Hawaii or Italy.

59) Ever been on a plane? -yes

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities. -Channing Tatum, Taylor Lautner, Justin Bieber, and umm idk i dont wanna think right now.

Oh blahh.

i am…



[ ] i am a university student.
[x ] i am a cuddler.
[ ] i am an okay dancer.
[ ] i am a huge fan of lists.
[ ] i am a morning person.
[ ] i am a perfectionist.
[ ] i am a republican.
[ ] i am allergic to something deadly.
[ ] i am an only child.
[ ] i am catholic.
[ x] i am content as of this moment.
[ x] i am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] i am currently pregnant.
[ ] i am currently single.
[ ] i am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[ ] i am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[ ] i am okay at styling other people’s hair.
[ ] i am left handed.
[ ] i am married.
[ x] i am obsessed with my tumblr.
[ ] i am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] i am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[ x] i am resentful that i have to grow up.
[ ] i am very shy around the opposite sex.
[ ] i am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[ x] i bite my nails.
[ x] i can be paranoid at times.
[ ] i carry a weapon with me everywhere i go.
[ ] i collect picture frames.
[ ] i currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] i consider myself to be a ‘nerd’.
[ ] i currently regret something that i have done/am doing.
[ x] i curse frequently.
[ ] i don’t hate anyone.
[ ] i enjoy country music.
[ ] i enjoy jazz music.
[ x] i enjoy smoothies.
[ x] i enjoy talking on the phone.
[ x] i have a car.
[ x] i have a mobile phone.
[ x] i have a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] i have a hidden talent.
[ ] i have a hobby.
[ x] i have a lot to learn.
[ x] i have a pet.
[ ] i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
[ ] i have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy.
[ x] i have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[ x] i have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] i have avoided work to play with my tumblr.
[ x] i have been in a real relationship.
[ ] i have been in a threesome.
[ ] i have been rejected by someone.
[ ] i have been the “psycho ex” in a past relationship.
[ ] i have been to another country.
[ ] i have been to an anime convention.
[ ] i have been to europe.
[ x] i have been to las vegas.
[ x] i have been told that i am very smart.
[ ] i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor.
[ x] i have broken a bone.
[ x] i have caller i.d. on my phone.
[ x] i have changed a diaper.
[ x] i have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] i have cheated on a significant other.
[ x] i have counted down the days until the summer.
[ ] i have dated my best friend’s ex.
[ ] i have done something illegal.
[ ] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ x] i have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[ ] i have had major/minor surgery.
[ ] i have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ ] i have had sex with someone i was not in a relationship with.
[ ] i have had the cops called on me.
[ ] i have snogged someone i knew i shouldn’t.
[ ] i have snogged someone of the same sex.
[ ] i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
[ ] i have mood swings.
[ x] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] i have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ x] i have rejected someone before.
[ ] i have seen the lord of the rings trilogy.
[ ] i have seen the television show the o.c.
[ x] i have swam in the ocean.
[ ] i have tried a drug that is illegal.
[ ] i have tried sushi.
[ x] i have watched sex and the city.
[ x] i have watched the television show spongebob squarepants.
[ x] i know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] i like being the center of attention.
[ ] i like eating ramen noodles.
[ x] i like my handwriting.
[ ] i like shakespeare.
[ ] i like the taste of blood.
[ ] i like to cook.
[ x] i like to sing.
[ ] i like to vacuum.
[ ] i love learning foreign languages.
[ ] i love michael jackson.
[ x] i love my friends.
[ ] i love olives.
[ ] i love rain.
[ x] i love sleeping.
[ x] i love to play computer games.
[ x] i love to shop.
[ ] i miss someone right now.
[ ] i own 100 cds or more.
[ ] i own a home.
[ ] i own and use a library card.
[ ] i play a musical instrument.
[ ] i practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[ x] i read books for pleasure.
[ x] i shave my legs.
[ ] i sleep a lot during the day.
[ x] i strongly dislike math.
[ ] i think britney spears is pretty.
[ ] i think long strings of html code look cool.
[ ] i think that pizza hut makes the best pizza.
[ x] i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[ ] i was born in a country other than the usa.
[ ] i watch more tv this year than last year.
[ ] i watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[ ] i wear contact lenses.
[ ] i will try anything once.
[ ] i work at a job that i enjoy.
[ ] i would classify myself as ghetto.
[ ] i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] i like orange kool aid.
[ ] i can name all 7 of the dwarfs from ‘snow white and the seven dwarfs’.
[ ] i like being at school.
[ x] i always love wearing sweaters.
[ ] i love water polo.
[ ] i am currently wearing socks.
[ ] i am being nostalgic right now.
[ ] i hate summer.
[ x] i am tired.
[ x] i love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
i have….
[ ] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done pcp.
[ ] done lsd.
[ ] done ccc’s.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[ ] been to a real party.
[ x] kissed someone.
[ x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[ ] been dumped.
[ x] been used.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[ ] snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] got hit by a car.
[x ] fired a real gun.
[ ] snuck out of your parent’s house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ x] gone on a blind date.
[ x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ x] played ‘clue’
[ x] had a sleepover party.
[ x] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] been exposed to laughing gas.
[ x] had a car.
[ x] driven a car.
[ ] totaled a car.
do you…
[ x] feel loved.
[ x] feel lonely.
[ x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] have a dog.
[ x] have your own room.
[ x] sing along with your music.
[ ] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to hawaiian music.
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
[ x] listen to rap.
[ ] listen to classic rock.
[ ] listen to new rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to hardcore punk.
[ x] listen to pop.
[ ] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[ ] listen to bands that can’t be put into a category.
[ ] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ x] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[ x] wear black eyeliner.
[ ] like the color blue.
[ x] like the color pink.
[ ] like the color red
[ x] like the color green
[ ] like the color black
[ x] like the color purple
[ x] like neon colors
[ x] like to read.
[ x] like to write.
[ x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
are you…
[ x] bored.
[ x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] hawaiian.
[ ] blonde
[ x] a brunette
[ ] a redhead
[ ] a darkhead
[ ] samoan.
[ ] filipino.
[ ] korean.
[ ] british.
[ x] white.
[ x] italian
[ ] black.
[ ] inuit
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] a christian
[ ] a muslim
[ ] a jew
[ ] a hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] an atheist
[ ] satanist
[ ] short.
[ x] tall
[ x] just right
[ x] realistic
[ ] an emo kid
[ ] sick
[ ] mad
[ ] lazy.
[ x] talking to someone.
[ ] iming someone.
[ x] scared to die.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[ ] caffeinated
[ x] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music
[ ] a virgin.

Memorial Day Weekend.

Yesterday my family and I went and put flowers on the graves of the ones we lost. One two of the graves my aunt put up hanging flower baskets that looked like this:

This is the one that is a couple graves up from the one that was stolen but it looks identical to this except the one that got stolen had a pinwheel in it. The person that took this left the pinwheel and threw it on the grave:

I don't know how someone could do such a thing in a cemetery especially on Memorial Day weekend. I couldn't believe someone would do this. And not even six hours after we put them there. That's sad.

Nothing to Post

What would you say is your worst flaw?
insecure.
How many times a week do you shower?
2 hahaha. jk.
Would you say that people consider you a major flirt?
nope
Name one of your hobbies? 
photography.
What is your biggest worry in life right now?
Not going anywhere in life.
Do you give up easily?
nope.
What is your lucky number?
15
Which cousins are closest to your age? 
My cousin Kirby is 3 months younger than me.
Do you like hot or cold showers?
warm
What is the weather like right now?
It is sunny and nice =]
Are you happy with your relationship status?
Yes, very!
What celeb would you want to spend the day with?
oh gosh, umm Taylor Lautner, Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez, umm more. lol
What colors would you like to have at your wedding?
I am thinking green and pink =]
Do you drink?
No
What are you craving right now?
Nothing
Describe how you feel right now in one word?
lazyyyy
Do you have any weird things in your room?
I dont think so lol.

What movie did you see in theaters last?
Oh gosh I dont remember!
Is the last person you hugged older than you?
nope i am older than him.

Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
I really dont know! Like I just happened to notice him one day and I knew I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I figured I had no chance though lol.
What were you doing at 6:00 this morning?
I was sleeping.
What was the last reason you cried?
oh i dont remember lol.
The person you like comes up and kisses you, what would you do?
Kiss him back
Is someone of the opposite sex on your mind?
Yes, always.
What does your last sent text say?
it was a picture.
What are you doing tomorrow?
work, like always.
Are you ticklish?
yes
Did you see the movie Avatar?
nope
Where is your sister right now?
in Moscow.
Last person you text messaged?
my sister I think.
Do you miss someone?
yes.
Do you think they miss you too?
who knows.
What is one thing you have learned about life?
You just have to keep living, it can end at any second.
Is anyone jealous of you?
I dont think so.
Ever been stuck in an elevator?
holy no! that's my worst fear ever! I'm claustrophobic!
Has anyone ever told you they like you more then a friend?
Yes
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
it's different from time to time.
Have you hugged anyone in the past 72 hours?
Yes
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No
Have you met anyone that has changed your life?
Yes
You love math don’t you?
I hate it.
Do you think you will have a valentine for this year?
I already had one =]

Is your cell phone a touch screen?
yes I have an iPhone =]
Will you be in a relationship in four months?
yesss =]
List one of your fears?
never getting anywhere with my life.

Would you have sex with the first person under J in your contacts?
no one under my J.
Is your phone right beside you?
haha yes, both my house phone and my cell phone are on my belly lol.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you’ve told everything?
my boyfriend.
Is it hard for you to imagine life away from your home town?
not really but yes, because I have lived here my WHOLE life. Plus its a small town and I dont really want to go much bigger lol.
Do you hate the last male you had a conversation with?
no way.
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
yup, but only cause that person acts like she doesnt know me.
Is it easy for people to make you cry?
umm depends on what they say to me lol.
Do you change the background on your phone a lot?
nope.
Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?
right this second.
Do you want things to change right now?
somewhat. like nothing too major just things to move along lol.
When was the last time you felt like throwing up?
umm a couple days ago.